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Friday, August 8th, 2008
9:23 pm	blahblahblah home is awesome. its been so long, i woke up the other day and freaked out cause i didnt know where i was for a second. been keepin it pretty low key since i have been back, i have seen most of the people that i cared about seeing, but i still have yet to see a few of em. warped was pretty brutal, its definitly no fun sitting in a tent all day in the middle of one of the worst heatwaves the eastcoast/midwest has ever seen. i met alot of awesome people this summer, and i definitly need to keep in touch with em, i am pretty bad about that...oh well. i finally have a car to use which is pretty awesome, even if the muffler is loud as fuck. whats the deal with away messages, why do people feel the need to put up to the minute reports on EXACTLY what they are doing at that moment. do you really think you are that important? do you really think that people actually care that much that you are "watching tv"??? oh well, i have nothing of importance to say anymore, PEACE! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 21st, 2008
10:21 pm	breathing deep, ready lets roll we are somewhere in idaho, i think idaho falls maybe. been a huge bummer of a day. we got the the american border after the calgary show and richard our drum tech and cheapie my merch partner got denied. basically they got deported and we were held up for about 6 hours and we now dont have 2 of the best people in the world with us anymore. me and kevin bought a hotel room (a king suite to be specific haha) and are doing laundry and showers, then we leave at midnight to get to utah. tour is almost over, but it sure as fuck wont be the same without my loud sidekick and half spanish/canadian drum tech...FUCK DAT! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 20th, 2008
6:00 pm	Nashville fuckin a, warped tour is hot as all fuck. im sittin in a holiday inn in nashville with the rest of the crew. the boys had a radio thing and some nonsense with contest winners. we are totally golin to olive garden tonight and i am fuckin stoked. i havent watched as many bands as i would have liked to so far on this tour. i watch everytime i die everyday because they are fuckin amazing, i am determined to watch saves the day more, as well as thursday, rise against, maylene and the sons of disaster, and muthafuckin AFI (when they hop on the tour). vegetarian food from catering is so fucking rad. i made the best shirt ever yesterday, its offensive and probably should never be worn outside of a warped tour venue, haha. i have cut the sleeves of of almost everyshirt i brought out with me. i am determined to not have a farmers tan. i am gettin some ink really soon, oliver is on the whole tour and he is one of the sickest tattoo artists i have ever seen, all of his work comes out so amazing. wurrrrd (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 12th, 2008
2:31 pm	perfect... And I know its not to get away from me, You just need a change of scenery So strange how everything went wrong so fast And I hope that this confusion does not last These words might be, too little too late, And I'm afraid that I have already lost you. Now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard And I will long to hold you in my arms And when you ask do you love me And I should reply with yes most certainly And I always hesitate there's something lingering And I will try harder to be all that I can be These words might be, too little too late, And I'm afraid that I have already lost you now Three months equals eternity and this will be so hard And I will long to hold you in my arms (Comment on this)
Monday, June 9th, 2008
12:32 am	PEACE! its been fun, but boredom got the better of me and i am so stoked to leave tommorow!!!! gone till august 5th. im gonna miss my family,friends, dogs, my shower, my bed, my pillows, ect ect. blah blah blah, peaaace (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 4th, 2008
1:01 pm	yea dude rough weekend, i gotta stop this shit. its not really making anything better. but i feel better at the time, then in the morning i am hungover as shit. booo. get me the fuck on tour already, 4 more days then summercamp starts up. everyone is on to me, they have all the answers too (sarcasm). the last thing i need is advice. i really dont know why i write this shit in here, i feel like a 16 year old dude with womens jeans on. i am an adult, but i am still learning how to deal with something as crushing as this situation. i try to tell myself in the long run that this will be fine. but seriously, who the fuck am i kidding? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
1:46 pm	wits end shits goin down tonight.... (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 1st, 2008
2:05 am	well then the show tonight was dope. the audition were so rad, motherfucker hits ALL the notes, and the band is tight as fuck, kids went nuts for em. hung with danny most of the night, had a good conversation about alot of different shit. im kinda in a place right now where it seems that almost everyone i know is slowly changing. leaning towards being the types people that they used to say they would never become, its almost scary, seriously. i am getting pretty antsy to just get the fuck on tour already. at least then i will have alot less time to think about stupid shit that probably shouldnt bother me as much. 8 more days, thank you god..... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 28th, 2008
2:13 pm	the new AFI, still hasnt left my cd player, holllaa "I will be alright, just use me, use me. Your future is bright...without me" (Comment on this)
Friday, May 23rd, 2008
6:33 pm	DECEMBERUNDERGROUND so yestersday i got my hands on a copy of the new AFI cd. words honestly cant do that cd justice, it is beyond amazing. from the intro song, straight till the end. some of the most perfect music i have ever heard. for me this goes right up there with any amazing cd i have heard in my time. it is an instant classic in my book. i just hope everyone else in the world will feel the same way about it. haha god i sound like a shady magazine reviewer. in other news things have been going phenomenal lately. the clothing line is up and running. and word is spreading really well. i am so proud that i can be apart of it. things are looking way up. i am still in love with an amazing girl as well. i have learned that patience is the key in regards to getting what you truly want, or need in your life. and i have become a patient boy.....whodey to all (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 21st, 2008
2:31 pm	R.I.P "the switch", you have been grazed far too much i dont even know where to begin, goddamn. the party was pretty insane, i got offensively drunk and drank some sort of italian moonshine concoction. im suprised i didnt puke/get my stomach pumped/or slip into a coma.\ strangely enough i was in an awesome mood the whole time, and really talkative too, which completely blew my mind. i must have engaged a conversation with everyone there, even the gay ones. i met my sisters boyfriend as well. he is an awesome kid, straight edge and totally rad. he keeps my sister in line and is a really good influence on her, holllla. of course there was drama, when a little bird decided to be offensive to some people. it wasnt pretty, but everything worked out ok. tyler and myself were the last 2 standing which was mindblowing considering how much we had consumed and how little we ate. i think a higher power was on our side or something haha. stayed up till about 5 drinking, and watched the sun come up all romantic like haha, and then headed down to the shell station, god only knows how we made it there and back. and then passed the fuck out in the romeo basement. as predicted, last night was legendary, it was one of those times that i will not forget. now im home detoxing, i have probably never been this hungover in my life...faaaaack. WHODEY (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
1:27 pm	tonights event ginos graduation party will probably go down in history (our history at least) haha. rare form is the only word that can possibly describe it, WHOOODEY. (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 17th, 2008
1:08 pm	hmmmmm so i think i had kind of an epiphany(i dunno if thats spelled right) last night. big thanks to mr doug robinson, and kenny for the eye opening conversations last night, they meant the world. in other news, we went to the sleeping instore yesterday, it was definitly a little weird to see them play a full set behind the romance section of dvds haha but it was awesome nonetheless. they played "heart beatz", really emotional, kinda bummed me out a little bit. i just saw todays date, and goddamn i dont have much time here till warped. should be a fun rest of the week/weekend tho, im stoked. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 13th, 2008
9:32 pm	open arms reject assuming hands been home a little less then a week, not gonna lie...i am gettin just a little bit bored and feeling a little bit cramped. prolly just cause its the weekend and i dont have the house to myself all day (cry for me) haha. i saw alot of family today which was awesome, some of them i havent seen in abbout 3 years, damn. still have a few friends that i havent seen yet since i have been home (this means you kate rack, lindsey, nick santelli, and others that i cant think of right now!) i have been listening to way too much TBS the past few weeks, i am talkin like the whole catalog in a row, goddamn i love this band. they still have it and will prolly never lose it......(suck it brand new) haha. i have also been listening to an insane amount of the sleeping, that band is going to blow the fuck up, i bet everything on it. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 8th, 2008
11:28 am	finally here i got home last night at about 1am. my mom was still awake and my little sister stayed up, it was an awesome. my dogs freaked out! it was amazing, as soon as i walked in the door they both jumped at me. and the even better thing was that the little one (annie) remembered me (she usually doesnt) and as i am writing this is curled up next to me with her head on my leg, i love it, home fuckin rules. the only reason i had a good time this weekend was because i saw thursday, bayside, cartel, and the sleeping. SKANKFEST 2006 was pretty lame, it was hot, the vendors that sold our merch sucked and it was impossible to find it, skanks from all over the country were there, and we didnt even get to see lifetime, tbs and afi. booooooo. on the bright side i did get to see alot of awesome people that i havent seen in a long time, and we got to play shows the whole weekend with the sleeping. yesterday at the flipside fest we all stormed the front row while they were playing and sang along like we were superfans, i havent done that in about 6 years, it was pretty sweet. and then the canucks plastered their van with porn all over the outside and a big sign that said "if your heart was broken you'd be numetal". then proceded to call them and tell them that some dude is freaking out and needs them to move their van. haha needless to say, they were suprised. haha i doont know what to do with myself for a month, the options are endless i guess. i realized that there are alot of things that i take for granted and i suck for that. i thought about that on the ride home last night. its not like i do it on purpose, i guess i am so used to things being awesome for me, that i never think about "what happens if something goes wrong", and i dont think i deal with it too well when that happens. i dunno, but i am gonna enjoy this time at home as much as i can. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 5th, 2008
1:07 am	since i cant fall asleep yet... behms watching twin peaks so my couch is currently occupied, pshhh wearing: red pj pants socks and a tshirt hair: long as fuck makeup: none eating/drinking: nada last website visited before here: yahoo, trying to figure out what time my fuckin merch is gonna be at the venue tommorow plans for the day: sleep as soon as behm is done with his gay show from like 10 years ago. last thing bought: a bunch of rad cds last showered: today, i love being able to shower regularly went to bed/woke up: dont remember, woke up at like 11 last phone call: mom reading: the davinci code, as soon as palmer lets me borrow it looking forward to: being home, seeing the fam, seeing all my awesome friends, a month off to be a lazy bastard ate today so far: payday protein bar, egg salad samich', boca burger thinking about: this weekend and how long its gonna seem, boooo favorite part of the day: getting my laundry done, and buying some sweet cds. current annoyance: not being able to go to sleep because of goddamn twin peaks! current obsession: the new TBS. the loved ones, the new sleeping cd (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 4th, 2008
11:52 pm	every minute is a minute away i finally got to best buy today. picked up the new TBS, like ive said before, the kings are back and better then ever...this record is so fucking good. i picked up the new thursday, streets, set your goals, and the blackout pact. pretty stoked to check all those out. 3 more shows, then home for a month....it starts tommorow, i cant wait to see the sleeping again, what a bunch of fags. me josh and neil are riding down with them to bamboozle, should be a fun ride. honestly not too stoked for "I know you from myspace fest 06" although i will get to see alot of people that i havent seen in a while, pretty cool. bedtime. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 3rd, 2008
6:16 pm	this hotel wreaks of homesickness i will be at home in less than a week. its comforting to know that people are anticipating my return. i need that, its a good feeling to have. i have tommorow off and then back into it for 3 shows. it'll be good to see the sleeping fags on friday, i spoke to doug for a while today, i miss that mongo. saturday is bamboozle AKA scene sluts gathering from all parts of the USA, gay gay gay gay. i wont have to work at all that day, just drop off all my merch in the morning and let the vendors do the work and steal 20 percent of our profits, extremely gay. after the show its off to see bayside play a full set at an afterparty, then probably hitting the nearest dive bar with jack, josh and neil haha our plan is simple, stay as far away from the crowds as possible. up at 8 am on sunday to drive to gayass virginia for one more festival, then HOME, i seriously cannot wait for this month off, its gonna rule. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 1st, 2008
4:48 pm	maybe i should hate you for this, never really did ever quite get that far.... its been an insane week. europe was alot better this time around. the headliners were awesome, but the festivals were even more incredible. got to see alot of old friends, and made some new ones. it still all didnt make up for all the shit that i have been dealing with lately but its all good. i will get through it. taking back sunday was definitly my favorite of the weekend, with the lostprophets, say anything, bayside, gym class heroes, and goldfinger all in a close second. Adam definitly knocked matt in the head with his mic and there was literally blood everywhere. they didnt stop once though which was a little weird considering they didnt have a bass player. then matt came back during the next song with a huge bandage wrapped around his head.....what a fuckin trooper. this weekend is headliner in buffalo, bamboozle and flipside fest, THEN HOME!!! i am stoked. i need to clear my head this week tho, what better way then drunk for 4 days straight??? there is no better way, whooodey (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 26th, 2008
12:38 pm	inspiration my hearts not broken, and i am not dead (Comment on this)